Question.

For you, what is really the essence of writing? Does it all about being paid? being famous? or what–

POST#26: TAGGED

Why do days are sometimes so cruel to me?

I don’t understand; why does it really need to be,

Aren’t for the aims thus each consequence is a must?

Tell me that I may know; if preparation can bear me, all the way.

For I can make a fight for whatever is it,

For I can also stand since God is with me

And I am not alone.

It may be blurry to anybody,

Nevertheless prayer sprints to every part of me,

However prayer needs an effort to a deed,

That makes every yearning to be so achievable.

What makes everything again to be compatible?

Trust, Faithfulness, Effort+Action and a Prayer,

For life is hard to explain hence, hints are all around me.

I’ll fight for I know I can,

I’ll stand for I discern that I have to,

Because God told me “Chin-up as you should have to”

Remember: Every effort has a price.

Surely, I’ll put on stones through my journey,

That I may not forget what hardwork brought me to there,

For God loves those who look back, from what experience of one’s had.

thus, let me note this to everybody,

that PRAYER IS AN APPLICATION, from an inquiry for a long journey.

POST#23: LOVE to have; PAIN to be

Pain demands Love; Love also demands pain.

both are could be the collection with

how love would be,

to learn and to be learned, are what people need

to be.

to have a balance assurance of an ending that people

wish they should be.

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LOVE will be fulfilled happily without pain,

but it could be like a puppy who poops anywhere,

you cannot simply discipline the puppy through its mistakes,

but somehow when that puppy grows

he’ll gonna learn something beyond your expectation.

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luxury to be felt after what your heart had sacrificed,

YES, it’s happy to create love in a painless way,

but neither good nor bad to be good,

please stay because even

Pain wishes love through a painless way

POST#20: A letter for my Parents

Ma&Pa THANK you for being a good parents for us. For the training that you’ve taught us. Like the things that should be kept during Sabbath day even the prohibition of watching TV when sunset comes, and teaching us about the importance of giving, loving, and caring. About what’s right or what’s wrong especially for the decision to make. To become independent in terms of choices in life to face. For the disciplines that brought us to become good in the eyes of our Lord, God and even to the people that surrounds us. And especially for facing us to the real situation or realities of this world; That it’s not easy as a blink of an eye that problems will go through.

To really work for an achievement with lessons to learn, is what the best gift you will ever receive when you go straight towards your dreams.

Ma thank you for bearing us through our ways even if you alone took papa’s place to protect us, to lead us, and to teach us the mechanics of life to be learnt, and teaching us how to fix a broken mirror. A mirror which signifies the truth about our selves which only us can see through that needs to be shown to others about who we really are, that this is us. “I’m good to you, be good to me”. And Ma, thank you for being a big part of our lives you’ve never failed Papa to trust you in taking his emotional support for us. Ma, thank you for reminding us also the “ANG TAONG TAPULAN, KAWATAN” that we really need to risk all our efforts to sustain the hunger. That whatever happens, life goes on and on.

That to gain the contentment from the hard work one’s had, should be realized.

Work with love, and with passion to become more important to be remembered.

Pa, THANK you for sustaining our needs. For sharing us the thought of life that it has a lot of choices to be made and one must be the perfect one, and that is the path of everlasting that we should never regret. THANK you, since you still have the strength to carry the world alone even if we had a melody of life to be kept but you never leave us, after all. But because we were not able to have a Papa with us does it mean I cannot forgive you? You’re still our papa after all. Maybe this path is for ours, that to be challenge to be the winner is what God’s plan fated for us. So stay stronger in the storm of life.

LIFE IS A MATTER OF CHOICE WHATEVER YOU DO, IT’S ALWAYS YOUR FAULT.

CAN I JUST BE HAPPY

People demand to be happy just to cover the deepened pain. Even if that pain does not require a person to be happy, but because that’s the matter of life with why does people choose to be happy either.

I want to know if God really knows the every day or He only knows my Future nor this day. If He knows it why do I really need to choose between YES or NO?

Lord, God. I obey you, your will be done.

POST #19: Ako’y mangmang sa kinabukasan

Sa bawat kabanata ay may sariling panimula at pangwakas. Maging ito’y masayan’g hangganan man o ‘di man lubos na kasiyahan ngunit nananatili parin yaong bagkos ng ala-ala mula sa simula hanggang sa wakas. Bagong pag-ahon mula sa alon ng kahapon.

STEPS o mga hakbang patungo sa kinabukasan ay may iba’t ibang uri ng pagbabago or CHNAGES, maraming mga paniniwala, maraming ebubuhos, maraming titiisin, at maramen’g marami ang dadating.

SIMULA ng di ko nasamsam yaong kinabukasan na gusto ko ay nagbago ng ang Lahat. Maging esperitwul na aspeto ng aking buhay ay nabawasan. Di ko lubos maisip na kung bakit ito’y nangyari pa, akala ko yao’y isang matuwid, tama, at masmasayang paglalakbay ang aking gagawin. Ako’y nawalan ng pagasa noong sinibi ng isang Dean sa isang Adventist School dito sa Pilipinas na di muna sila tatanggap ng 1st Year Nursing Student. Gumuhu ang aking pagasa. Ako’y isang adbentista or Adventist na may kalawakang aspeto sa esperitwul at maytakok at pagmamahal sa Diyos. Pinili kong wag nalang sayangin ang pera sa te-take ng entrance exam sa iba’t-ibang Unibersidad, sapagkat mayroon na akong pinupusuang paaralan at alam ko’y ITO’Y TAMA at HINDI NAGING MALI.

SAPAGKAT, may mga bagay talagang ‘di lubos kinakaya, di saklaw ng aking AKALA. At may mga bagay na MAS MAGANDA AT MASIYA KAYSA SA AKING INAAKALA. May ibang plano ang DIYOS na gustong bagohin sa akin, ngunit di parin ako nasisiyahan seguro nga’y dahil di ko talaga tinatanggap dahil hindi rin naman ako masaya.

I WILL FIGHT FOR IT. NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS. Seguro nga’y gustong subukin ang aking mga katagang naisumbat, sabi nga nila wag raw sabihin yaong plano malayo pa sa kinabukasan sapagkat ang aking kaaway na lagi akong ginagawan ng paraan para ako’y sumuko mula sa ipinangakong PANGARAP.

PANGAKO ko ay aking tutuparin, marami mang pagbabago na hindi saklaw ng aking plano ay aking ibubuhos nalang sa pagiyak ngunit ako’y tatayo naman at aking kakayaning ibabangon muli ang aking sarili. Hindi man kayang takbuhin ang aking paglalakbay sa aking paraiso ngayon, gagapang muna ako sapagkat aking aalamin kung paano ba talaga lakarin ang aking makakasalimuhan’g mga pagbabago,.bago ito takbuhin.

Mas mabuti ang ngayo’y maging matatag kesa sa magpakatatag kung saan kailangan na ng masmalawak na katatagan.

AKO’Y MANGMANG SA AKING KINABUKASAN. Dahil di ko hawak ang aking buhay, tanging ang Diyos lamang ang nakakaalam kung papaano gawin ang lahat ng bagay, at ako naman ay kikilos mula sa kanyang mga utos. Sapagkat ito ang tama na laging tama, na hindi kailan man magiging MALI at pagsisihan ng isang AKO. Ang PLANO ng Diyos ay masmaganda.

God’s plan is Better and Perfect. SALAMAT.

😉